Believe in Yourself

January 2, 2015

It’s the second day of year. I am trying to stay positive even though it’s just the second day.

There’s this song that I really like and its called “Believe in Me” Demi Lovato sang this song. This was one of the songs that made believe in myself, let me tell you how hard it is to have faith in yourself.

I am an Art Student who is delayed in other subjects because my professors didn’t see the effort I gave and decided to fail me, that in turn, lowered my self-esteem. I was down the whole entire Christmas break but that didn’t stop me from enjoying my time with my family.

I never really do anything so special until someone tells me. This gives me the push to do better in whatever I am doing.

Every beginning of term I always say that I would push more effort in my studies, in which I do. There are some cases where I don’t believe that I can do something but then I remember that I going to have a dream to fulfill in the near future.

I wish to become a film director. I want to work Oscar winning actors, Grammy award winners and musicians who have accomplished so much in life.

This is one half of my ultimate dream.Probably my biggest dream, this dream is my top one goal in my life, this goes before my dream working with actors and musicians. It’s my dream to work for WWE.

I know it’s a stupid dream, but I have been a fan for as long as I can remember. Just imagine seeing WWE Superstars and Divas everyday and you get to film them.

It’s amazing really.

Call it a child’s dream but it’s something I believe I see myself doing in the near future.

“I’m loosing myself. Trying to compete with everyone else instead of just being me.”

Goal: Three simple words to remember: Believe in yourself.

Two thousand and fifteen Chapter one:January

January 1, 2015

I’m going to start with a clean slate this year and I really hope that it’d be an amazing year for me. I know that I’d be going through some bad stuff along the way, but there is nothing to stop me from being happy.

Since it’s the first day of the New Year there has to be New Years resolution and here are mine:

1.   I’m going on a diet

2.   Study well

3.   No distractions while studying

4.   Focus on my dreams and goals

5.   Read more books

6.   Don’t let anyone and anything get to your head

7.   Don’t complain about school work

8.   Daily journal starting 1^st of January 1, 2015

9.   Eat healthy

10.            Don’t eat sweets that much

11.            Wednesdays = Cheat Day

12.            Eat less during dinner

13.            Add money on the jar if cheating on my diet

14.            Watch more movies

15.            Do your best

I wasn’t able to do all this resolution last year but this year is game time for me. I will them this year and hopefully I do them ‘cause this year will be the year where I will be happy and nothing is going to get me.

Goal: Try to keep the promises you made for yourself and others as best as you can.

Happy New Year!

It is finally 2015 and it is a clean slate for everyone.

2014 was the year that changed me for the better but this year I really hope that I would do so much more better than I did last year. I really hope that I can do better.

I hope you guys had a wonderful Christmas and New Years because for sure I did. 

Much awaited blog posts:

My trip to the US. :DD

xxxBella

I know it's short but yeah ;)

Announcement!

Hey guys it has been a while since the last I posted.

But here I am. 

I just wanted to tell you guys something.

I am going to the USA next year. I will be leaving on May 23rd and I was thinking the other day if I should vlog my everyday. Also I was planning to do a Haul of all the stuff I have bought during my stay in the States and I was also thinking to do a blogpost everyday. If you guys are lazy to watch my vlogs and you want to read instead, you can read my blog instead. :))

What do you guys think??

Also I'll be posting a vlog and a Haul next week it has to do with the Holidays by the way!

:D 

Anyway, Happy Holidays and Happy New Year, everyone! 

xxBella 

You've got Baked #Day8 #Day9 #Day10

Hey there guys! It has been 3 days since the last time I posted.. *laughs* 

I know it hasn't BEEN that long. 

I was at this little cute cafe in my village and it's called "You've Got Baked". It's this cute cafe where you can buy cupcakes and other drinks, but I ordered a Mocha Cupcake which is really really good. Since I live near the cafe, I'll just go there and do my school work instead of going to Starbucks.

It's only a walking distance from where I live, also the cupcakes are cheap. In general, the products that they sell there are very cheap, it ranges from 50 pesos to 110 pesos, I think, but it's cheap lang. This I promise you. 

It's also very a cozy place :) 

Question for Day 8:

Worst Habits

- I slouch

- I bite my nails when I get nervous

- I leave my room messy

Question for Day 9:

Best Physical Feature

My boobies and my butt

Question for Day 10:

Few of My favorite things

Turtles

Lumpy Space Princess

Victoria's Secret's scent "Pure Seduction

xx

Bella

Night Routine #Day6 #Day7

Alright! 

First and foremost, I am not changing my blog into a beauty and fashion blog. I don't see myself doing that kind of stuff. Anyway, I wanted to give this Night Routine thing a try and give you guys what I usually use to clean my face. In case you're asking if I put make-up on, I don't. I just use two things for my face, it's a mascara (It's from Maybelline and I think it has the word "Falsies" I believe) and a Mac lipstick (the colour is Hot Pink and its Matte; people say that these types of lipsticks are fitting for my face so I use it).

Back to the point, everyday I always use Cetaphil and Eskinol to remove the dirt on face and also if I have make-up on I use Cetaphil for that. I obviously use a cotton pad for that.

I think that Cetaphil has one colour but in case you guys want to use it, then look for Cetaphil: Gentle Skin Cleanser (For all skin types), this is what I use first. Then after that, I use Eskinol. Okay since there are so many usages for Eskinol, I will be telling you guys what type I use, the cap colour is blue and I  really like it because it is a Pimple Fighting Cleasner. 

These are the things that I love and I have been using it for my face, I think, for a month. If you Eskinol first before Cetaphil, you'll get pimples. Trust me on that, that's the first thing I did, I didn't want any pimples on my face so I used Cetaphil first then I used Eskinol after.

Trust me, give it a week or 2  then it'll work! :D

Question for Day 6:

Pet Peeves

1.People who eat so fucking noisy

2.People who are paranoid

3.People to tell me to clean my room/things when I know I'll be fixing when I feel like fixing it (I usually leave it messy for quite a big amount of time then when I can't think or concentrate then that's when I'll fix it)

*I know I have more pet peeves but I just forgot :(*

Question for Day 7:

What's in my bag?(School Edition)

Starbucks Planner 2014

Notebook

Earphones

Wallet

Hand soap that looks like a hand sanitizer

Lipbalm

Perfume

School ID

Mascara

Mac lipstick

Jarddrive

USB
Wipes

Comb/Brush

Marvel Citronella Patches

Locker Key

A Day in BGC #Day5

Today I went to Bonifacio High Street for lunch with one of my college friends, Nicole. 

I wasn't able to post the picture of my food but I was able to take a picture of my drink from Starbucks every Christmas, which is Peppermint Mocha. I get it either Hot or Frap depending on the weather.

First hook up:

Now that I have mentioned Starbucks, let me recommend to you guys my favorite drink which comes out every time the Starbucks Limited Planner comes out. I prefer it Hot but there are times when it is so hot that I obviously need a cold drink I go for a Peppermint Mocha Frappucino. Since it's the Holidays and majority of time it's gonna be cold, I always have a Grande Hot Peppermint Mocha :)

It's absolutely to die for really.

Since I went to BGC for the day, Nicole and I went around. We went to BGC, Market! Market! and SM Aura since they're just walking distance from each other. We decided to do this because our blockmates had a seminar about 2D Animation and since we didn't have any Animation class as of the moment, BGC was the answer.

Since we have never been to BGC or let alone Taguig, we gave ourselves the opportunity to experience going somewhere we haven't been to yet. The hardest part of the whole experience was actually getting a ride home, since we took a jeepney going there we wanted to take the jeepney as well but since it was hard to look for one, we took the cab instead. Though it's expensive getting a cab we really had no choice but to ride it.

Have fun while you're at college, bros. :)

Also I want to say a Happy Happy Birthday to one of my greatest inspirations, Kevin Jonas! I can't believe you're 27! :(( 

Live your dreams, Kev! 

Day 5 Question: 

Fears

1.Rejection

2.Snails

3.Slugs

4.Roaches

5.the Dark

xx

Bella