Lets talk about interests

January 4, 2015

It’s going to sound weird but I have taken interest in crime.

I have been getting hooked on Crime shows and real-life murder cases that I have decided after college I would take up Criminology or Forensics for a one-year course.

I started watching CSI and I have been starting to watching shows related to crime and murder. It’s really interesting because it’s cool how they get DNA out of a small piece of evidence found in the crime scene.

I have also started watching videos on YouTube about actual cases and some of the cases show the actual crime photos of the murders. Let me tell you how disturbing some of the pictures are.

The only reason why I have decided to take up Criminology or Forensics after college, it’s because I want to bring justice to the victim and their family.

These victims did die for nothing because they just felt like they should die.

One of my inspirations is Lt. Joe Kenda. He has solved over 400 cases and that has inspired me to push harder in the course that I am in. Nothing is easy and I am determined to finish college.

There are going to be times where you feel so happy and of course, there are going to be the craziest and shit moments in life. I have so much shitty moments but that’s not going to take its toll on me.

I have always been a warrior and a survivor. It’s something I’m willing to be until I die. I have also been a fighter and I’m known as someone who never backs down on a fight.

I stay happy in front of people but there are going to be times where I will break down in front of you. Y’all might think I’m crying for no reason but really, there’s a reason.

Goal: Stay happy and positive as much as you can. Treasure the people in your life because you might not know when they’re going to be taken away from you.

Disrespect my people, you disrespect me.

January 3, 2015

I sounded just like Bo Dallas from WWE yesterday but he has point and also I do not work for WWE, yet.

It’s a dream of mine to work for the company.

I grew up watching WWE with my brother, the two of us would bond over the wrestlers we watched and looked up to. In case you’re wondering who are my favorite wrestlers and divas are, well then, it’s going to be a long list.

I’m just going to say who they are, hold on tightly though it’s gonna be long. John Cena, Trish Stratus, Lita, Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Triple H, Shawn Michaels, Rey Mysterio, Eddie Guerrero, Roman Reigns, Seth Rollins, Natayla, AJ Lee, CM Punk, Dean Ambrose, Dolph Ziggler, Randy Orton. I have so many others that I would save y’all from actually reading from a long list.

This leads me to the topic that I am very sensitive about. I am someone who supports the LGBTQ Community and their rights. I have been a supporter since 4^th year high school.

Let me tell you one thing, honey.

1.                 When you see a girl play with trucks, robots and finds girls pretty doesn’t make her LESBIAN.I come from an exclusive school of girls and I grew up watching boys AND girls wrestle for a damn living. I enjoy watching it, I still do and I actually watch it ‘til now.

2.                 When you see a boy play with Barbie dolls and girl things doesn’t absolutely   make him GAY.  Personally, I have gay friends and I love them for who they are. Don’t judge them because they might not be comfortable coming out of the closet.

Goal: Talk to them first before actually judging them. They might need some one to actually talk to. It’ll make their day. Trust me.

Believe in Yourself

January 2, 2015

It’s the second day of year. I am trying to stay positive even though it’s just the second day.

There’s this song that I really like and its called “Believe in Me” Demi Lovato sang this song. This was one of the songs that made believe in myself, let me tell you how hard it is to have faith in yourself.

I am an Art Student who is delayed in other subjects because my professors didn’t see the effort I gave and decided to fail me, that in turn, lowered my self-esteem. I was down the whole entire Christmas break but that didn’t stop me from enjoying my time with my family.

I never really do anything so special until someone tells me. This gives me the push to do better in whatever I am doing.

Every beginning of term I always say that I would push more effort in my studies, in which I do. There are some cases where I don’t believe that I can do something but then I remember that I going to have a dream to fulfill in the near future.

I wish to become a film director. I want to work Oscar winning actors, Grammy award winners and musicians who have accomplished so much in life.

This is one half of my ultimate dream.Probably my biggest dream, this dream is my top one goal in my life, this goes before my dream working with actors and musicians. It’s my dream to work for WWE.

I know it’s a stupid dream, but I have been a fan for as long as I can remember. Just imagine seeing WWE Superstars and Divas everyday and you get to film them.

It’s amazing really.

Call it a child’s dream but it’s something I believe I see myself doing in the near future.

“I’m loosing myself. Trying to compete with everyone else instead of just being me.”

Goal: Three simple words to remember: Believe in yourself.

Two thousand and fifteen Chapter one:January

January 1, 2015

I’m going to start with a clean slate this year and I really hope that it’d be an amazing year for me. I know that I’d be going through some bad stuff along the way, but there is nothing to stop me from being happy.

Since it’s the first day of the New Year there has to be New Years resolution and here are mine:

1.   I’m going on a diet

2.   Study well

3.   No distractions while studying

4.   Focus on my dreams and goals

5.   Read more books

6.   Don’t let anyone and anything get to your head

7.   Don’t complain about school work

8.   Daily journal starting 1^st of January 1, 2015

9.   Eat healthy

10.            Don’t eat sweets that much

11.            Wednesdays = Cheat Day

12.            Eat less during dinner

13.            Add money on the jar if cheating on my diet

14.            Watch more movies

15.            Do your best

I wasn’t able to do all this resolution last year but this year is game time for me. I will them this year and hopefully I do them ‘cause this year will be the year where I will be happy and nothing is going to get me.

Goal: Try to keep the promises you made for yourself and others as best as you can.

Happy New Year!

It is finally 2015 and it is a clean slate for everyone.

2014 was the year that changed me for the better but this year I really hope that I would do so much more better than I did last year. I really hope that I can do better.

I hope you guys had a wonderful Christmas and New Years because for sure I did. 

Much awaited blog posts:

My trip to the US. :DD

xxxBella

I know it's short but yeah ;)